名利跑馬燈〈車站〉99利

“From that day on, things seemed to have improved, and he would never be verbal towards Alex again, perhaps because of Watson, it seemed that his speculation was correct.

In order to make Alex become his follower, Watson really did everything he could to make it out, even Austrian. ”















“But if he thought he would surrender, it would be wrong. 

It is absolutely impossible for him to listen to Watson completely.

 From now on, no one can control his mind, including his body.

This is only temporary, because he surrendered only to collect the weaknesses of Watson and Billy, and he thought that one day, he would trample them under his feet.”














“There is not a saying that he knows himself, knows his opponent and wins all battles. 

Now he has to wait for the right time and wait for the best time to come.

All they can do now is patience. 


Only patience can replace their trust. 

From that day on, Alex finally understood how to win everyone’s favor. ”














“Anyway, from now on, he doesn’t have to worry about someone talking gossip behind his back. 

I don’t know if it’s the painful life before. 

What’s strange is that his language skills have finally improved. 

He couldn’t hear anything before. 

But something seems to have changed recently. ”














比利答著哈欠，一副好像才剛睡醒的樣子說道：「 I’m so boring lately. 

I really want to go out and play. 

All these courses in the school will be available. 

There is nothing to learn.

 You say yes, Watson. 」














華森的腦中已經有了想法，他頑皮的說著：「Well, indeed, the teachers don’t know why they don’t say some interesting things.

By the way, why don’t we go out to play and go out at school, anyway, as long as we come back the next evening. 」















艾力克斯驚訝的說著：「Where to go, you have to get the consent of your parents, I’m afraid they will worry.」

But Alex’s thoughts were obviously different from those of these two. 


After all, he was like this in China, and he couldn’t change it for a while.  ”














比利像是在嘲笑艾力克斯的無知，他不禁嘻笑道：「 Alas, Alex is really a good student, and he doesn’t want to hang out with us.

But it’s not good for Alex to be too obedient. 

Besides, it’s just a day.

Your parents will definitely agree, don’t worry, now we have to decide where to meet. 」








































沒想到事情還真如比利他們想的那樣子，珊還真的同意了，但她僅僅只是叮嚀著：「Yes, as long as you come back safely, since your friends and they want to go with you, then I am more at ease.

But remember that there is only one day, and remember to come back when the time is up.


 It will not affect the right to attend class. 

This is an agreement between the two of us.  」

















他們早已經在車站等著，艾力克斯坐珊的車子來時，已經是接近傍晚，比利自滿的道：「Alex, how? 

I said that your parents will definitely agree.

 I guessed right. Parents will love their children. 

Anyway, as long as we don’t cause trouble.

They don’t care too much about other things, Alex, you have to know that they will give us freedom without too many restrictions.」


















“By the way, I almost forgot. 

This is the United States, which is the most free country.

 In addition, parents have different views of their children.

Anyway, they think that the children will move out after 18, and it is better to let the children be independent earlier, maybe this is already deep in the bones. ”
















「Well, in that case, let’s go buy the tickets and don’t hesitate anymore.

It’s not that there is only one day, Billy, you are responsible for planning the route so that you can come back on time tomorrow evening. 」

名利跑馬燈〈沉默〉98利

男孩及時制止，並小聲喝斥道：「Shut up, don’t talk too much at this time, our purpose is just to make the oriental man loyal to Watson, and it’s best to leave other things alone.」


















“Although the others were dissatisfied, they were helpless. 


Who called Watson, they were bullies in this school, and of course they should be more afraid.”














華森就像是篤定艾力克斯會過來，他囂張的說著：「Why, shouldn’t you apologize to him? 

Are you afraid? 

That’s not good.

 It’s not interesting.

Alex, or you finally realize that you have no place in this school, that’s okay, as long as you are willing to tell me: you are wrong, maybe I can help you.」















「Yes, what Watson said at the time, you should listen to it. 

Why is it so embarrassing now? 

Everyone is embarrassed.

That’s all right, now everyone knows your name and you are also known as a person.」












“But Billy was the most annoying person inside. 


He looked at the obnoxious Oriental in front of him jokingly.

 He was walking step by step. 

Billy seemed to be laughing at his irresponsibility.

 This made Alex Is angry and ashamed.”














艾力克斯是真的已經走投無路，所以他不得已只能開口道：「Sorry, I know I was wrong, I regret it now, I hope you can help me, as long as you are willing to help, I am willing to be friends with you.

Alex knew that he had to bow his head in someone else’s turf, so he chose the easiest way to bow his head.」
“He approached Watson, hoping to plead with him, at least he didn’t want to continue living this kind of life.

Although I don’t know if Watson and the others will accept it, it is better than not holding any hope.


 Now he must be subdued to have a chance to win in the future. ”








































華森一看就知道他要幹嘛，他邪惡的笑著說道：「If you want me to help you, you can, but you have to show your sincerity, otherwise how can I help you.

You have to remember that you rejected my proposal at that time, and now you want my help, but you have to have a lot of sincerity, but it depends on your sincerity. 」
















With these words, Watson was ignorantly making things difficult for Alex, but he actually knew what to do.

只見艾力克斯直接下跪在地，他連自尊也不管了，那語氣要說有多可憐就有多可憐的說著：「Sorry, I was wrong, please help me. 」

















華森事不關已的看著地上的人說著：「Yes, this is a show of sincerity, so I knew it so, why bother, if it was not good for Watson at that time, there is no need to be humiliated today.」

“Billy looked at Alex excitedly and finally bowed his head to admit defeat. 


Sure enough, it was impossible for anyone in this school to dare to offend the two of them, he was very proud.”
















華森終於能輕鬆的對著艾力克斯說：「Very good, since you have admitted that you have done something wrong, from now on you will follow us to make sure that you will not be bullied again.」

“Watson was very satisfied with Alex’s answer, and he even took Alex’s hand. ”

名利跑馬燈〈窒息的生活〉97利

正當艾力克斯因礙於面子的關係，想要拒絕的當下，他的腦中不禁又浮出阿母說的那句話，她總是說著：「阿德，有時陣忍耐也會使換來一時和平。」














“Watson almost swept away from the crowd to see that Alex looked embarrassed.

 He just watched silently, but said nothing.

It was like trying to watch him make a fool of himself, but there was no way. 


Alex deserved it. 

He didn’t think there was anything wrong with doing this. ”














“ But in the eyes of Alex, it was more like a tacit consent.

 He didn’t expect these people to do so by any means in order to make him surrender.

But perhaps he should have guessed it a long time ago that the people in this school are not easy to get along with.

 All they want is that the other students are subject to power, nothing more.”














“Alex stopped when he was supposed to be kneeling.

 Perhaps only this method could end his unhappy life.

So he thought that it was enough to admit defeat to these students, but it was not like the uninfluenced student in front of him who admitted his mistake, but the two people around him, because only they could help. ”















“ Mom, you are right. 
Forbearance is calm for a while.

 Only patience can be exchanged for equal rights, but you are wrong. 

Patience is not to avoid establishing enemies, but just a means to temporarily compromise with them.

So he has decided that since he can’t live in peace, he can only hide by their side and gain their trust.

So when the right time comes, you can catch it all in one go.

Now that Alex has the answer, of course he will act immediately. 

He heads there regardless, the position closest to the entrance of the restaurant. ”








































比利想的也是很美好，他賊賊的笑著說：「How did Alex come here is really strange, could it be my illusion, no? 

Or he finally couldn’t stand it and decided to take refuge in us. 


If so, it was really the most correct decision he had made today. 」

















華森臉上有不明的笑意，但他卻只是看著說：「How could it be possible that the he we knew was not like this.

 Once upon a time, he could make the proud and arrogant Easterners give in to us.」

“Although Watson denied it immediately, he still had to look forward to it. 


To say why, the reason was very simple.

 There was only one reason, that is, Easterners are easy to bully. 

Besides, he could not think of other reasons. ”
















「Hey, come back. 

You are not going to kneel down and apologize.

 What is going on now?

 Is it repentant? 

That’s not okay.

Since everything has been decided, there is no reason to escape.」

“However, in this way, other people are not happy, even the boy’s friends protested like this. ”

名利跑馬燈〈群眾心理〉96利

那個男孩只是看著我，並惡意說著：「You want me to apologize to you, yes, but you should apologize to me first.

Look, my shoes are also soiled by you. 
You said you should kneel and apologize to me, or buy a pair of shoes and pay me.

But I think you still apologize, otherwise it will be bad if you make trouble with the teacher.」















艾力克斯顯然是抗拒的，他在心裡正糾結著：「No, why should I apologize?

 It’s not just my problem. 

It’s obviously your feet that stretched out first. 

How can you blame others.

I can’t kneel, never, it’s at stake for my self-esteem.」















“But if I don’t apologize, he will definitely complain to the teacher, then how to explain it then.

I’m just an uninfluenced student, and the teacher will definitely stand on his side, so how can I protect myself?  ”















“ These people must be waiting to see my jokes, they will never give up unless they achieve their goals.

This is how people are, and they like to watch people make a fool of themselves. 

Anyway, as long as they don’t make a fool of themselves, it just happens to be the audience before me. ”














“I can even hear them mocking me behind my back, as if saying:

This boy is really pitiful, I think Watson and the others did it again.
Anyway, as long as you show your weakness, you don’t have to be bullied. 
Why is this, it’s just to make yourself suffer more.
If it is me, just kowtow and admit the mistake, so that there is still a backer.

Please, don’t be shameless, who he thought he was, he could still refuse Watson and the others, it was really funny that he didn’t even want such a good opportunity.”















“Devil, these people must be demons. 

Their ugly faces have been emerging in front of me, but I can do nothing.

Helpless, or helpless, no one will come to help me, it seems that only myself can help in this school.”
“Countless voices rang in my head, and I seemed to be out of breath.
 If someone could come to rescue me, it would be fine, just once.

I would definitely regard him as a lifesaver, but unfortunately not.


 I am nothing at this school, just what they are talking about, a cowardly Oriental. ”








































「Billy, go and see what happened before, why a bunch of people are gathered together, what are they doing?

 Is there something interesting?」

“Just then, Watson and the others also came to the restaurant.  ”


















這個男孩得意的很，他瞧不起的說著：「 What?

 Is it that you don’t want to apologize?

 If that’s the case, then forget it. 

Anyway, you’re just an Oriental. 

Who would believe that you are wronged? 

How about leaving this school as soon as possible?」

















比利順著華森的疑問說著：「It seemed that they were bullying a student, who looked like Alex.」

“After breaking through the siege, Billy finally pushed away the crowd in front of him.


 He looked at the sight in front of him in surprise before returning to Watson. ”
















華森總是這樣，他只要聽到感興趣的，就會語帶興奮的說著：「Alex?

 That’s interesting, what are you waiting for, lead the way.」

“When Watson heard Alex’s name, his entire eyes lit up. 


At school, he was only interested in Alex’s affairs because of the two words boring. ”

名利跑馬燈〈無助〉95利

“ I don’t know what happened this day. 

The weather was not good enough, but the more so, the more disturbed Alex became.

I don’t know why it seems that something is about to happen. 

This makes him very scared, and he can’t tell how it feels anyway. ”














“Sure enough, the hunch is very accurate. 

As soon as the lunch time comes, it means that the infinite hell is about to start again, but he is used to it, anyway, as long as it is not a fight.

As long as you endure, you will pass it all at once. 


He kept talking to himself in his heart, while walking towards the student dining room. ”














就在艾力克斯端著漢堡到座位那刻，一隻腳伸了出來，幾乎是在同時間，他被絆倒了，他跌坐在地，憤恨的看著那個人，卻只聽他說著：「Yo, I’m sorry, I didn’t see it, I’m so sorry, I didn’t hear your footsteps, it may be that the poor sourness on you is too strong. 」














艾力克斯知道在這裡不會有人來救他，他只能拍拍膝蓋的灰塵爬起來，不過他還是不甘心的說著：「 Since you stumbled on me, you should apologize to me instead of making fun of me over there.

Besides, I am not the one you can bully, no matter how you hate me, you can’t be without reason.」














這個人肯定是故意，看他用那副欠揍的表情說著：「Apology, why should I apologize to you?

 It’s obviously that you didn’t look at the way and fell. 

How can you blame others for this.

Besides, someone else saw me deliberately, and it seems that no one can prove it for you. 


You can’t just slander others.」














艾力克斯氣到全身顫抖的道：「You…you are simply deceiving people too much.」

他看著周圍那群不善的眼光，不禁又想起華森他們說的話“See, there will be no one to help you in this school, why, because only we are willing to be friends with you.

You know, if you want to survive in this school, you must first show your weakness. 


Only if you show weakness, they will stop. ”














艾力很不甘心，他在心裡想著：「No, it’s not what he said, I can’t believe that person, what if it’s a lie.

He is a bad student in the school, and he cannot be easily believed. 


The only one who can be trusted in this school is himself.」














“The first time Alex wanted to escape from here, he actually had the idea of wanting to escape.

 It may be that these students’ eyes were too bad.

He couldn’t get used to it for a while. 


In fact, he wanted to go back there now, back to his original home, and he didn’t want to study abroad.”








































“It seems that he has too many illusions about this place, thinking that he can escape that kind of poverty when he comes abroad, but he does not know that it is the beginning of another place.

It would be nice to know that he was staying there, why should he be ruined here, because he was wrong, he shouldn’t want to change his life willfully. ”


















“During the time I came here, instead of forgetting the domestic life, I missed them even more.

Missing those who are familiar, even if it is an annoying aunt, he is so stupid that he wants to say whether he can change that he is just a child of a miner by coming here.”


















“He felt so helpless for the first time. 

If someone could come to rescue him, it would be great. 

Before returning home in China, at least my mother could still care about him, but now, this is not his home at all, maybe he has never put it here. 

Treat it as your own home. ”
















不知不覺，他又想起阿母以前和他說過的話：「阿母，為啥物阿爸hiah早就走就早了，害我一直被遐的gín仔欺負。

為啥物in都講我沒阿爸，這根本無公平。

阿德，這世間本來就是無公平的，m̄閣你愛相信“天公會疼憨人”的，因為天公伯是公平欸，知影嘛。」

名利跑馬燈〈改變現狀〉94利

艾力克斯氣到眼淚都掉了，他還是嘴硬的說著：「I can’t cry, I want to be strong, and I can’t make them look down on.

The more he thought about it, the more sad he became. 
His tears couldn’t help but fall.
 Even if his eyes were red, he was still unwilling to compromise with those people.

After all, this is a strange country, and no one can offend it. 」















“He was so sad that tears flowed into his mouth, and the tears mixed with the lettuce.

 It was salty with a bit of bitterness. 

It was the first time he cried.

But the good risk is when no one sees it, so that he can cry as much as he wants, but even knowing it is impossible.

Unfortunately, he was discovered by the two people he didn’t want to see the least, but now it’s better to let people see him ashamed.”















比利一來，他就酸溜溜的說著：「Alas, it’s just like this, you cried, it’s too awkward, it’s really funny, it’s not that you can continue to carry on, but now you give up, it’s not fun.

Luckily, we still want to play for a while, it seems that you are nothing but that.」















華森有點失望的說著：「You are crying, are you planning to be friends with us? 

You have to know that there is still a chance to admit defeat, otherwise the face will become more and more miserable, and you will be very painful.

Now it’s just the beginning, and you can’t bear it anymore. 


It’s okay. 

Don’t plan to hide behind at home. 」














比利主動伸出手來，他說著：「Alex, Watson is right, you should be friends with us so that you will not be bullied in the future.

As long as you are willing to admit that you are friends with us, we will be your backers in the future, and you no longer have to worry about someone targeting you. 


You have to make a decision while it is still early. 」














艾力克斯很有志氣的擦乾眼淚，他站起身來就說著：「No, I don’t want to.
 I still won’t change my mind. 

Being with you will only get worse, not better.

I know what kind of people you are, and how can you be friends with you. 」















“Alex was also very courageous. 

He pushed away the two people in front of him, took the dinner plate and walked to the trash can.

He didn’t give in. 


To ask him to surrender is to kill him. 

Besides, these two people are the most troublesome in the school. 

You really need to be mentally prepared to be with them. ”














“He threw the paper bag into the trash can, and the plate was placed directly on the side of the table, where there were stacked plates.

He ignored the two people in the dining room, and turned to go towards the classroom, meaning that the negotiation had broken down and he was required to change his mind unless the sky fell. ”








































華森在後面吼著，但沒有用，他知道想要改變現狀是困難的，他只好說：「 If you go now, you will regret it.

Okay, very good, dare to refuse me, I think I really don’t want to live.

Billy, I think if you put more effort into it, he doesn’t seem to be afraid anyway, so do you think. 」

















比利一副得逞的樣子說著：「Watson, you are sure, since this is the case, then only the two of us can come.

I don’t think other people dare to go too far, maybe it’s because of the school.

Anyway, I was upset with him for a long time, so I took this opportunity to give a lesson.」


















“It’s strange, how come I feel that there is a cold wind blowing from behind, it seems that I must be too sensitive, so I should go back to the classroom as soon as possible to avoid catching a cold. ”
















“ Alex felt as if something was about to happen, but he couldn’t help it.

 He had to go back to the classroom now.

He will continue to have classes in the afternoon. 

He can’t give up his right to be a student, so he won’t be able to learn anything. ”

名利跑馬燈〈排斥心理〉93利

“To say how serious this humiliation is, it is almost a whole day of interruption, from verbal bullying to physical bullying, and even getting worse.

I don’t know what’s wrong recently. 


The lunch time seems to be a little different. 

It is often a cold wait, and Alex can’t eat even if he has an appetite. ”














“It was really stressful. 

Alex had to live in such a harsh environment for at least four years. 

The point was that he could do nothing. 

After all, he was just a student.

Even if he ever wanted to resist, it was only a moment, and he soon felt the feeling of suffocation. ”















艾力克斯常常在午飯時，就聽到他們討論著：「 You see, he is really cheeky. 

Watson is already going to be friends with him, but he still doesn’t want to.

 Why does he refuse?

It’s just a small oriental, how qualified to go to school with us. 」














要不他們就是說著：「I really don’t understand what the school is thinking about. 

It’s impossible for this Oriental to integrate into our lives.

I want to know that our cultural differences are too great, and he seems to be unable to adapt.


 Not only is he unable to keep up with the progress of his studies, he is not very gregarious, so how can he continue to teach in school? 」














“Although they are telling the truth, I don’t know why I am a little bit upset. 

I always have opinions on what they say. 

I don’t understand why they are always like this.

Is it possible that a person’s skin color can know his nature at a glance?

 They always distinguish Eastern people from Simon people, and they seem to be particularly remarkable. ”














“Although this is a school that emphasizes freedom, it seems to be too free. 

You can say whatever you want, but the speech is too direct and not at all.

Consider the feelings of others.

Their vicious language, in my opinion, is nothing more than an expression of growth, childish and vulgar language. ”















“ But I just get angry for some reason. 

Why can’t Westerners and Easterners study together?

Does the law stipulate that Easterners cannot receive the same education as Westerners?

 I want to know if I don’t.

That was just what they said casually, as an excuse to drive me out, really thought I was so cheating.”


















“That would be wrong. 

I was born a stubborn person. 

I didn’t give in so easily.

 I had suffered all kinds of hardships. 

I used to eat sweet potato lotus as rice.

This little word is delusional to knock me down, it is impossible, it is too small for me, I can not be defeated so easily. ”























































“I’m not annoyed either.

 It’s absolutely impossible for me to kneel down and admit my mistakes.

While Alex was thinking in his heart, he endured these people’s gazes, anyway, although his studies were not very good, there was definitely a way of patience.

Didn’t he also endure the big group of people he met before. ”


















“ It seems that no one can change Alex’s decision, he has made up his mind to fight these people to the end.

Even if it will be very difficult, he has to grit his teeth and hold on to it. 

It just so happens that he is most uncomfortable with these people who like to bully the weak. ”

















他們只要一到午餐時，總是坐在位置上大聲說著：「Disgusting Orientals always have a stinky smell, you know what it is, it is a dull smell.

Wow, it’s so stinking, we may be killed first if we continue to eat.

Now that you have finished eating, let’s go together. 


I don’t want to stay here anyway.

 I have no appetite. 」
















艾力雖然感到委屈，但他還是繼續坐在位子上道：「No, I have to endure, patience is the virtue, they are villains, and I am a gentleman, I can’t care about them.

I can’t make Mom and the others worry, otherwise I won’t be able to continue studying abroad. 」

名利跑馬燈〈一直忍耐〉92利

“The sick man of East Asia was a kind of humiliation to me at the time, but I did nothing at all, just let them humiliate.

Maybe I don’t feel anymore in nature, and I’m paralyzed.


 Isn’t I humiliated enough anyway? 

Wasn’t it the same before, and it didn’t make it through.  ”














“But after they humiliated me that day, it seemed that everyone started to target me frequently. 

Before, they just stabbed me in the back, but now they are dealing with me in a fair manner.

After that day, Watson and Billy never came to me again, perhaps because of this, they were even more excessive. ”















他們總是動不動就說著：「You are an Oriental, how can you be friends with us, you are not qualified at all, and you can’t understand our language and culture.

Why be friends with us, you are a coward in my opinion.」















要不然就是帶有攻擊性的說著：「You really think you can fit into our group, but there is a big gap between us, and we are destined from birth.

You Orientals are rude and conservative, do not know how to innovate, and appear very ignorant.

And we Westerners are born superior, not only have smart heads, but also the romance of artists, how do you compare with us? 」















“Whatever you say, anyway, I came to school just to study, other things have nothing to do with me.

No matter how you humiliate me, I won’t have any response. 


Anyway, you can scold as you like, I can bear it. ”














“Alex said nothing, because he knew that as long as he answered, everyone would be more eager to bully him.

People are inherently inferior. 


The more you ignore them, they will lose interest. 

Naturally, the storm will stop at that time. At least he judged it like this. ”














“But this is often not the case in reality. 

The more Alex ignores it, the more they go too far and don’t care about the feelings of the parties.

They are self-righteous and speak of themselves noble and elegant, and this alone makes Alex sick.

But there is no way, he is only one person, no one will help him. ”















“Patience may be a good thing, at least it can avoid conflict and not sinners.

But the question is how long he can last and how long he endures.


 From the perspective of people here, it is just an act of evasion. ”








































華森似乎又想到什麼方法，只見他冷漠說著：「 He can still endure, that means that the pressure on him is not enough, or it is that those people are weak in cursing.

Do you want to put pressure on him again, or how could he become friends with us? 」

















比利畢竟是跟屁蟲，當然也是邪惡的說著：「To be honest, I don’t think it’s enough, maybe they didn’t try their best.

Otherwise, it’s how we use that method, and our method is not faster.

Because you have been down for several days, he still did not move.         」


















華森像是已經決定好了，他想也不想的說著：「I think so. 

It should be done.

 Since he can endure it anyway, it depends on how strong his endurance is, and we will see how long he can last.

Anyway, there is a lot of time, it will always make him surrender, and it depends on when he can last.」

















比利不懷好意的說著：「 Watson, it seems that we all have a consensus, so let me handle this matter.

Don’t worry, leave it to me, I will definitely handle it. 」他很明顯就是要用更加激烈的方法，來逼艾力克斯就範。

名利跑馬燈〈爭議存在〉91利

誰知比利沒有意識到他們的錯誤，反而還變本加厲的說著：「Alex, why didn’t you speak anymore? 

Did you change to the dumb route today?

That’s great. 
Normally I hate me saying something, but you just follow it. This is really annoying.

Now we can chat as much as we want, and no longer have to worry about the eyes of others. 」















艾力克斯看似面無表情，但實則心裡不停咒罵道：「  Please, you have disturbed me, so I can’t worry about my feelings as well as other people’s feelings. 

It’s really white-eyed, and I won’t look at my face as expected.

I really persuaded you, and I don’t think about it at all.」















華森很不順眼艾力克斯的舉動，他終於忍不住說著：「  Alex, let me just say it straight, you hate us, you must look down on us from your heart, but you really think that you can make friends without contacting us. 

It’s impossible.

 Do you know why? 」














“ So what?

I don’t care much about doing my shit.

Alex refused to say a word, he just silently ate the half-eaten burger, his mouth was full of lettuce and burger meat, and his cheeks bulged like a billowing balloon. ”














華森說到氣都上來了，他怒氣沖沖的說著：「Who do you think you are? 

If it weren’t for us to see you pitifully, you don’t even have a companion, and everyone hates you.

You know that your annoying part is arrogance. 


You are too self-righteous, and no one wants to be near you. 」














“Whatever you say, anyway, as long as I eat my meal quietly, I can see nothing, hear nothing, and no one can interrupt my meal time.

Alex was indifferent, only the sound of him eating in the air. ”















華森也是氣瘋了，他不小心就道：「You really think someone will come to talk to you after we ignore you, then I think you think too much.

Even if we don’t care about you, they still won’t come over because they don’t like you from the bottom of their hearts.

Why, because you are an Oriental.


 Do you know what an Oriental is called, Sick Man of East Asia. 」














“This is the first time that a sick man in East Asia has heard from a Westerner. 

At the beginning, I didn’t know what it meant, but I didn’t care to continue eating my meal, anyway, pretending that I didn’t understand it, it would be fine. ”








































“It was only when I went to the library to look up the dictionary later that I discovered that the 「sick man in East Asia」 was one of the most important nationalist words in modern China.

Originally written by the British, it was a common expression in English used to criticize the corruption and incompetence of the Qing empire.

Later, during the national salvation movement in the late Qing Dynasty and the beginning of the Republic of China, through the propaganda and misinterpretation of Liang Qichao and others, elements of “evolution" and nationalism were added, and they were often fabricated from foreigners to refer to the low physical quality of the Chinese. 


Inspiring compatriots has become a typical term for inspiring Chinese nationalism. ”

















“The term “Sick Man of East Asia" first appeared as “Sick Man of the East". 

It came from an article on October 17, 1896 in the English newspaper “Zi Lin Xi Bao" run by the British in Shanghai. 

The author was British and criticized bureaucratic corruption and ethics. 

The bad late Qing government. Westerners used “Sick Man of ××××" to criticize many governments, such as the Ottoman Turkish Empire and Persia in the 19th century, and even the powerful Germany was criticized as the sick man of Europe. 

It may be because Germany has just become a European power. Rise.

The Western world in the late Qing Dynasty called China the “sick man", not only had nothing to do with the physical fitness of the Chinese people, but there was no such thing as “sarcasm" or “ridicule".
Another article “Exploring the Origin of the Source", also published in the “World Bulletin" in 1896, was written by the foreign missionary Li Jiabai, who compared China to a patient, and the author regarded himself as a doctor and prescribed many prescriptions for China. ──The themes of the article are “On the situation of the ills", “On the source of the ills", “On the sense of eliminating the ills", “On the roots of the ills", etc., and systematically describe the author’s management of the Qing government, finance, Opinions on education and other aspects.
In fact, Europeans think that Chinese people have bad hygiene habits and criticize China’s messiness and backward medicine, but they seldom say that China’s health is weak. 
On the contrary, many foreign doctors believe that Chinese people can still live in such a harsh environment, show strong immunity and be healthy.
Around 1903, Chinese intellectuals represented by Liang Qichao expanded the connotation of the “Chinese Sick Man" in the West. 
Liang Qichao used “sick man" to describe all Chinese people for the first time in “Xinmin Shuo", saying: “Husband China is also a sick man from the East, and he is insensitive and unkind for a long time."
As soon as “Xin Min Shuo" was published, the term “sick man" was used to describe China’s mental backwardness and insensitivity, which became fashionable in the media circles. 
In 1903, Chen Tianhua wrote “Jing Shi Zhong", and said: “Foreigners do not call (Chinese) as the sick man of the East, they call him a barbaric and vulgar species."
In 1905, the novel “Nie Hai Hua" was published, and its author, Zeng Pu, immediately signed it as “The Sick Man of East Asia." 
The book became popular and was the top bestseller at the time. 
The term “Sick Man of East Asia" quickly spread.
 In fact, Zeng Pu’s use of “Sick Man of East Asia" to self-condition is largely due to his poor health.
Since then, the Chinese themselves entangled the “sick man of East Asia" with the national physique problem. 
In other words, this is a kind of Chinese people’s own label.
In the minds of Chinese people, “the sick man of East Asia" has always been a scornful term for Chinese sons and daughters by foreigners.
Many Chinese people understand the term “Sick Man of East Asia" as the Chinese people in the late Qing dynasty who smoked opium caused their body to become weak, so they were despised by foreigners.
 It is also similar to what people call “opium smokers"; modern Chinese people also suffer from secondhand smoke.
 Harm, air pollution and black-hearted food are regarded as the reappearance of the sick man in East Asia.
There was a story like this:
In the 11th Olympic Games held in Berlin, Germany in 1936, the Chinese delegation participated in nearly 30 competitions, with a total of more than 140 people.
Later, in all competitions, except pole vaulter Fu Baolu entered the semi-finals, the rest of the participants were eliminated in the preliminary round, and the Chinese Olympic delegation was wiped out. 
When these Chinese athletes passed through Singapore on their way back home, the local newspaper published a cartoon of foreigners mocking and mocking the Chinese: under the Olympic rings, a group of Chinese people with long braids, long robes and jackets, described as skinny, used stretchers. 
Carrying a big duck egg titled “Sick Man of East Asia."
However, Xinhuanet believes that this story also has some suspicious points.
First, no one has found the cartoon that the Chinese saw in Singapore in 1936, so this story can only be regarded as an unproven legend.
Second, there is a “big and huge" duck egg drawn on the comic, but foreigners do not use “duck egg" to describe the word “zero" like the Chinese do.
Except for an article by an Englishman in 1896 and a cartoon supposedly drawn by a foreigner in 1936, I have not seen other foreigners using “Sick Man of the East" or “Sick Man of East Asia" to insult Chinese people.

In the future, “Sick Man in the East" became a common term used by the Chinese. ”

名利跑馬燈〈試圖和解〉90利

“For the first time, I happily walked to the side of the main road. 

There was a bus stop sign, and the school bus would arrive in 10 minutes.

Almost elementary schools have standard equipment, and I have to say that it is already very good for students.

If it was before, I might not have been so lucky, but after I came here, I had to accept it. ”















“Although class is still painful, I think I will face it with a smile. 

After yesterday, I seem to have figured it out. 

I don’t know if it’s because of going out to play.

I no longer complain so much, but face it with a new attitude, which should be considered a good thing for me. ”















“I was the only one standing next to the stop sign.

 It was strange that the stop sign was set outside every house.

Everyone can only stand in front of their own house.


 Even if they want to chat, it is probably impossible. ”














校車很準時來了，當門一打開時，女司機注意到我的表情，她和我打招呼，並說著：「Alex, I’m in a good mood today. 

You can tell if you are smiling, you should laugh more, don’t keep a straight face all day, it’s not good.」














我不好意思說是因為學校有令我心煩的事情，所以只好點點頭說著：「Yes 」反正在這裡還是不要惹事情好了，畢竟現在我想要的是快點畢業，而不是繼續與那群幼稚的學生浪費時間，我可沒有多餘的時間，這不是我答應阿母的承諾。

“I just smiled awkwardly. 
Maybe my usual expression is too gloomy, so everyone thinks I don’t like to laugh, but if it weren’t for those two bullies, I wouldn’t be like that. I should blame those two bullies. 

I don’t think I have made any mistakes. 


After I greeted the driver, I chose the closest position to the back. 

I promised that no one would bother me. I was happy too.  ”














“Today I think it will definitely be a day to start again, at least I won’t be expressionless all day, no matter what the two bullies treat me, I don’t care anymore, as long as I don’t care anyway.

But is it really possible?


 Frankly speaking, I have no confidence in myself, I can really turn a blind eye to it, and I am a little worried about myself. ”














“Just when I was worried about this, the school had arrived. 

Now is the beginning of hell, but I have to face it.

Of course, Alex got out of the car.


 He thought it was time to make it clear. 

Although the two bullies might not listen, he would try to persuade them.”








































“ The moment I walked into the school, I had already decided.

Alex seems to have come with determination. 

If he doesn’t achieve his goal, it is impossible for him to give up. 

At least from now on, he can no longer conflict with those two bullies. 

Maybe he can escape without conflict. ”

















“ At lunch, he planned not to say a word, just to see when they could make trouble.

It seems that the only way Alex can think of is this. 

Although it can’t eliminate the roots, it can at least avoid conflict.

But it seems to be good, but in reality it doesn’t seem like this. ”

















比利絕對是能讓人生氣的類型，一開口就自以為是的說著：「 Alex, we met again. 

Recently, we really have fate.

 How are you? 

Without us talking to you, you would be lonely.

If it were not for us, you would be boring, you see no one talking to you at school.」
















我什麼話也不說，就只是靜靜聽著，並在心裡暗罵道：「Ha, it’s really funny.
 It’s clearly your problem. 
If you didn’t come as soon as lunch time, the whole school would know about it.

They didn’t have the guts to talk to me.

Forget it, it’s okay, it saves me having to waste energy to make friends.

 
Now I don’t have to do anything. Maybe this is the best way. 」
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