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「 At the moment Edward’s words moved Alex, he made a decision, and after a month, he would be able to make his own decision.

“A month passed quickly, everyone was busy taking graduation photos, but only Alex was alone. 

He didn’t know what he was thinking, anyway, he was in a daze.

Alex, congratulations, you have finally graduated, and you are an adult from today.

Shan and the others drove all the way, they just arrived, and they took bouquets when they got off the car.

 They were all very happy.”















「Thank you.」

Alex took the bouquet in one hand, but his eyes were filled with reluctance.

The feeling of where to go.











Let’s go, how about going out to eat today, and celebrating by the way, anyway, today is a good day for Alex to graduate.」


“Shan Yangyi was in the joy of her son’s graduation, but she did not expect that this was the last time she saw her eldest son. 


After that, when she saw her son again, it was already time for him to die.”  














“That night, they ate burgers, French fries, and even chocolate pie in the restaurant.


Even Jay is very happy.

 People who don’t know how to drink alcohol are actually drunk in front of the children today.”

     















Come on, Alex, you will be an adult from today. 

Now that you grow up, you must learn to drink.

Come, have a drink with me, and bring the glass.」


“Jay’s eyes were already a little drunk, but he was so happy, so happy that he would overflow even when he poured alcohol.”

    















Woo, so bitter, what kind of wine is this.」


“Alex just took a sip, and he covered his mouth reflexively, but it was actually just a regular beer. 

As long as he drank it for a long time, he would get used to it.”




      















Hahaha, that’s right.」


“Ever since Jay got drunk, his laughter has become more bold.

 His blush is like a monkey’s butt, and his ears are red.  ”

      















「I still want to drink, go, and then go to the next place, we continue to drink.


What to drink, no, give me sleep.」

“When I got home, it was almost nine o’clock. 


Just now, Jie was almost at a loss. Fortunately, Shan had nothing to drink, or how could I drive home.  ”   




















































「Hurry up, what are you still hesitating about, you will be discovered by them any more slowly, you don’t want to stay here forever.


This will not help your future, I’m serious, just listen to me.」

“Alex took only one handbag and planned to leave home, but when he passed by the living room, he stopped to look at the master bedroom again, as if reluctant to leave.”


















「I know, can’t I just look at it?

Forget it, what’s the point of telling you anyway.」

“Alex took one last look. 


He turned around and left. 

This time it was a farewell.

 I didn’t know when it was goodbye. ”

















“Jay, Shan, I’m sorry, I know I’m ungrateful, but please don’t come to me. Since I have decided, I will not change my mind. 

Thank you for your care over the past ten years.


The kindness will wait until I have the opportunity to pay it back.

 Thank you for adopting me in the first place. 

I will definitely not let you down in the future.

When Alex left, he still remembered to write a letter, but it was all thanks to Jie and the others.”

















「 No, Alex, come back, I don’t want to drive you away, you are my child, this is your home, where are you going, come back.」

“When Shan woke up from the bed, it was already morning. 

She was still screaming and screaming in her dream just now, as if she had a bad dream, but she was sober with tears.”    

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「I just said hello to Alex, why did he ignore me? 

He wouldn’t be still angry about that last time.


What should I do, do I need to apologize to him, or he will ignore me.」

“Yali looked nervous.

 He was panicked about Alex’s sudden change of attitude. 

After all, they were good friends for many years, and it was very unreasonable to suddenly be like this.”
















Please, it’s not just you.

 I just said hi to him, and even showed me a face. 

I didn’t even call, what are you calling.」


“Speaking of Alex, Edward’s anger rose up, almost not breaking out.”















It’s not good, what the hell is wrong with Alex, why is he in a bad mood, or I can’t think of other reasons.」


“Yali looked relieved at last, but then he was confused again, curious that Alex would be in a bad mood. ”















In a bad mood, ha.


Why don’t you think about my mood, my mood is worse than him.」

“Edward looked at Alex, who was sitting at the front, furiously. 


Although Alex could feel someone’s anger, he was really in no mood to pay attention to it. ”   














「Hello teacher」


“With the teacher’s arrival, this matter can only be temporarily set aside.

Edward thought, he must ask Alex to question him when the class is over. 

Thinking about it, he also took out the textbook and started a new wave of courses.”














Okay, let’s start. 

Let me see where we were last time.」


“This first session is math class. 


It’s really worth raising your spirits, otherwise you won’t know anything when you are called up to answer. ”

     















「Today we will go here first, and if you want to register for the math competition, please go to Alex, you know.」


“Under the devastation of a bunch of mathematical formulas, it finally ended.

 The teacher was still reminding before leaving that the game that claimed to be able to drive people crazy.”
















“Edward closed the textbook when the bell rang after class. 

He hadn’t forgotten to find Alex to settle accounts.


But just before he was about to leave, Alex no longer knew where to go.”


   









































「You said your parents want to kick you out, that’s great.


The law stipulates that from one to eighteen years old, parents have the right to kick their children out.

Alex, I don’t understand what you are still worrying about.」

“Edward didn’t meet Alex in the restaurant until lunch, but what he said was right.”


















Let me tell you the truth, I just don’t know what to do after graduation, whether to continue studying or just go to work.」


It turns out that Alex has always been troubled by this. 

“He looks helpless. 


It is already on the eve of graduation, but he hasn’t decided anything yet. ”

















「Everything is about to graduate, but you still don’t know what to do, please.

Well, I will just ask you a word, is it possible that you want to stay at home as a waste, and raise it for the rest of your life.

If you don’t want to, then you should decide your future. 

You have to remember that once you are an adult, your life is yours. 

Others are not qualified to make decisions for you, even your parents.」

“This is probably the most meaningful thing Edward said today. 

He thought he would only eat and wait to die, but he didn’t think he also had an intellectual side.”

     

















Life is up to you.


Yeah, why didn’t I think, I’m really stupid.

Thanks, since that’s the case, I’ll leave first.」

“Alex beat his head mischievously with his hands, and finally realized that he hurried away with the empty dinner plate, and he didn’t forget to say thank you before leaving. ” 

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「 In the middle of the night, Alex was lying on the bed, worrying about today’s affairs. 

He turned around on the bed but couldn’t sleep.

Look, I’ll just say, your family doesn’t want you anymore, and you said they treat you very well, I think you feel good about yourself.

Humans are really selfish animals. 

They only care about the blood related to them, and the children of other people’s families can’t die.」

“Libby looked at Alex’s depressed mood and knew what he was thinking, and couldn’t help but want to vomit.”








Shut up, what do you know, they are my family, you think I might abandon them, it is impossible.


Besides, if I abandon them, where should I go, I don’t want to be separated from them, you don’t understand my feelings at all.」

“As Alex talked, tears flowed uncontrollably. 


He didn’t know where to go in the future, and he couldn’t return to Taiwan, because six years had changed so much.”   














Why are you crying, please, those who should cry should be those family members who don’t cherish you. 

When you become famous in the future, it is hard to be afraid that your family members will not come to you.」


“What Libby said is different, but one thing is too realistic, but who calls it human nature.”  















But… But, if I leave, where I should go from now on, I don’t know what work I should do.」


“Alex obviously hadn’t cried enough yet, he was still talking choked up, and even stuttered a little at first, but it also showed that he was at a loss for the future.”

      















So what, it’s better than staying in this ghost place, don’t you want to stay in a poor country all your life and be looked down upon by your aunt all day.


The day you stay here, you will never have a future. 

Don’t say I am cruel, but the reality is so cruel. 

This is a cannibalistic society.」

“Although what Libby said was cruel, maybe the truth was so cruel that Alex had to force himself to accept it, forcing himself to grow up quickly.”









     















“After all, he does not belong to this family, nor does he belong to this state.

 Maybe he really should listen to Libby and leave the familiar place.


So he has no room for rebuttal, his trade with the devil is not that his life can be better, as long as he does not have these family members, he thinks he can succeed.  ”  















「Okay, I will consider it, but not now. 

I will talk about it after graduation.


So sleep now, don’t bother me anymore.」

“Alex had to compromise, although he was not very willing, but this seemed to be a fact he could only accept.”
























「You have to remember that as long as you have me, I can make your life happy. 

You don’t want to escape from this place, you have to listen to me.」

“Libby always likes to confuse humans, there is no way, who told him that he likes to see human misfortunes the most, only when they are miserable, demons can easily come in. ”









































“Obviously, it was another sleepless night, but it was a tacit understanding that even Shan and Jie were both.


It seems that too much trouble is also a kind of disease, and it is still unclear.”





















“The heavy mood accompanied Alex all the way to dawn.

It was another long day, and Alex took the school bus to the school, but his mood was still very depressed. ” 


















「Alex


Hey, where are you going, why don’t you ignore people, it won’t be in a bad mood.

What happened to Alex, how could he not say hello.」

“Watson was ignored by Alex. 

He felt very speechless and angry.

 When he wanted to ask Alex again, he was gone.”





















“Forget it, I will settle accounts with you after class is over, forget it now.

Watson wanted to lose his temper, but unfortunately, the class bell rang, and even if he wanted to teach Alex, he could only give up.  ”

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「I know that Ann’s words are not good, but it is for our good, so you can’t wait for them to leave.


It happens to be torn apart in front of everyone, you have thought about how we should face them in the future, face the family members.」

“What Jay said was obviously on Ann’s side.

 Just listening to his words would tell him that he was even more afraid that he would not be able to make friends with Ann in the future.”















Why, she hurt our child, should I give her a good face.


Sorry, I can’t do it, I can’t do it like you are so nonchalant, I am not so considerate.

And Alex is our child, you don’t worry about hurting that child.

I sometimes wonder, do you really love Alex?

Actually, it was only I who regarded him as my child, otherwise you just didn’t talk to him.」

“Shan was in a very depressed mood.

 She thought that Jie would stand by her, but she didn’t. 

He was for his family.”

     















Shan, how could you say this, how could you doubt my love for Alex, I love Alex, and Bill Linda as much.


You can’t just question my love for children just because you are angry, let alone disrespect my family.

Please remember that Ann is our elder, and you have to give the most basic respect.」

“Jay’s words seemed a little too overdone, and too overdone.

 He didn’t consider Shan’s current mood, let alone Shan’s love for Alex.”

     















Enough, I don’t think what I said is wrong, and how can you accuse me for your family, that is our child, you and my child.


I’m really sad when you say this.

 I didn’t expect you to treat me like this for your family. 

Would you treat me too much.」

“Shan was so angry that she cried, but Jie didn’t want to comfort her, she angrily walked into the room at the end of the stairs.

The door was closed with a slam, leaving only Jay who was regretting the wrong words. ”



     















「Brother, what happened to them, daddy, looks very angry, it won’t be because of us, I don’t want them to separate.」


“Bill looked horrified. 

He was trembling frequently as if he was frightened by the quarrel between Jie and Shan.”













「No, Shan and the others just disagree and are communicating.

Don’t be afraid, Bill, they love you so much and they won’t abandon you, you know.」

“What about me, I deserve to be abandoned, is it that I am the one who should be abandoned the most? 

There is no place for me in this home, where should I go.

Although Alex was comforting his younger brother and sister, he was extremely disturbed in his heart. 


Maybe it was time for him to leave.  ”    





















































「 Brother, you won’t leave, will you leave us?

I like you very much, brother, so don’t go, don’t leave Bill.

I don’t know why, at that time Bill had such an illusion, that his brother was about to leave.」

“He was very scared, pulling on his brother’s sleeves, insisting on letting go. 

He was afraid that when he let go, his brother would leave.”











Of course not, I have such a cute younger brother and sister, how can I be willing to leave.」


“Although my brother said so at the time, he still left his hometown when he was 18 years old. 

When I saw him again, it was already 15 years old.”

       


















“When I saw him the last time, it was his cold body, covered in scars, and there was not a whole body intact, full of traces of bullet holes.


I remember that day when my parents were crying hoarsely while holding his corpse.

 When they saw his brother again, it had been more than 20 years. 

They did not expect that when they saw him again, he was already dead.”

















 “His death was still very miserable, not at all like the scenery he had when he won the prize.

I don’t know why, Alex’s heart is also very upset, he is worrying about leaving home in the future, where to go, and even trying to survive. ”

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「Shan, this child hasn’t left yet, his mother won’t abandon him, otherwise he won’t come here.


In my opinion of this child, you shouldn’t have to go through the formalities for adoption.

Anyway, you have given birth to two children. 

That’s enough.

 It’s just a trouble for this child to stay here. 

It’s better to throw him out when he reaches adulthood.」

“Just now, Eric just bypassed his aunt and returned to his seat, and was noticed by her unexpectedly.

He knew that this aunt said nothing good, and she hated him since she was a child, and she didn’t know why, anyway, the aunt didn’t like it, and she hated it for no reason.”















Ann, how can you say this, or in front of the children, you don’t know it will hurt them.


Alex, take Bill and Linda back to the room, not allowed to come out without my permission, have you heard?」

“The first one to get angry was Shan. 

She loved Alex the most, and even regarded him as her own child, even if it wasn’t her own.

But what she couldn’t bear most was that others always said that Alex was not her child, and she didn’t need to remind her distant relative, Ann, that she would only see each other once in a few years, and why should she intervene in their family affairs now?”


   















Let’s go, Bill, Linda, let’s go back to the room first.」


“Alex is very obedient.

 He doesn’t want to stay here anyway.

 Every time this aunt comes here, she doesn’t have any kind words or a kind face to him.

If you continue to listen, she might say something more ugly. 

It’s better not to let Bill and the others listen.”






    















Brother, what’s wrong, why did that aunt say you like that?」


“Bill was curious about what the adults wanted to say, but there was no way.


 He was too young at the time and knew nothing. 

He could only take what he said to his brother in his heart.   ”














「Shan, am I right?

 This child is already an orphan. Now that you have raised him, it is enough.

 It’s time to let go.


Let me tell you frankly. 

I didn’t like that kid from the beginning.

 He was gloomy and wouldn’t say hello. 

He was not a pleasing kid.」

“Ann is this kind of person.

 You want her not to say it, but she doesn’t, and her voice is getting louder and louder. 

She wants to let everyone hear it on purpose.”














Shut up, Ann.


I respect that you are an elder, but it does not mean that you can point fingers at our family affairs, remember that you are only a guest, other than that you are nothing.

Leave our house now, here, right away, or don’t force me to drive you away.」

“Shan’s sanity line is all broken, and the more she listens, the more angry she becomes. 


She hates Ann’s face that Alex is an orphan, but she hates Ann always saying that Alex is not good. ”

   









































「No, Shan, I did it for your own good.


Alas, forget it, we will stop here today, and we will talk again when we have time next time.」

“Ann knew that it was not a good time to continue chatting, and originally wanted to say that she would stay after dinner time.

Now it’s all because of Alex this child that I’m in a bad mood, and it’s really not worth the loss.”


















Go slowly, don’t send it.


Why, is there something wrong with what I said, you know what she said just now, and staring at me like this.」

“Shan’s tone wasn’t much better, she just watched Ann leave without going to send off, but in return Jay‘s eyes rolled.  ”   


















「Shan, how could you be like this, so rude, nothing like your usual appearance, you know what you just did, she is our elder.」


“In the end, Jay went to see him off. 

He turned around and then criticized Shan. Obviously he didn’t agree with Shan’s attitude.”
















「 What did I do, you know what she just did to me, how can you blame me instead.」


“Shan’s tone was obviously very excited, she still couldn’t forgive An’s rude behavior.”

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「Auntie and the others are coming, we have to prepare quickly, you have to be good when you wait, you know?


Linda and Bill nodded when they heard.」

“Alex and the others got up early in the morning and were busy with things to meet the people in the family.

 It is said that it is Jay or Shan’s relatives, but they have not seen each other for a long time.”
















“I don’t know what’s going on recently, so I called and said something to come. 

It was really sudden. 


When Alex thought of waiting to see someone other than Jay and Shan, his palms were sweaty.

But Linda seemed to see it.

 Alex’s expression was more scared.

 She couldn’t help but want to comfort her brother, thinking that it was just the aunt and they were coming, why her brother would look like this.”























「Brother, don’t worry, we will be obedient and won’t cause you trouble.

But brother, you seem to be more nervous than us. 

Aunt and uncle are coming. 

It should be nothing.」

“Linda held Alex’s hand intimately, but his palm was wet and sticky at the same time.”















「 No, I’m just doing this because it’s too hot, Linda as long as you are obedient.」


“Of course, Alex would not say that it was because they were not related by blood, so he was worried that his aunt and uncle would not accept him as an outsider, and at the same time, he was worried that something would go wrong after a while.”



     













“Ding Dong, it seems that people are already outside, really fast, Alex’s left and right, holding Bill and Linda, stood by the door to greet.  ”

「Hey, Shan, Jay, it’s been a long time since we have seen you, we miss you so much.」
“As soon as the door opened, there was a hug, and I saw this chubby auntie hugging Shan with her.”
「Yeah, it’s been a long time since I saw you, you have not been here for a long time.
Alas, this won’t be Mark, it’s all grown up.」
“Shan is also very welcome, but I didn’t expect the aunt and their son to come over, which was a pleasant surprise.”


















「You can come in first, you can’t stand and talk all the time.


Jie also gave a hug back, and they entertained these guests very warmly.」

“Although I don’t understand it very well, it is unreasonable to be so close after having not contacted for so long.


 Alex looked at them like this, but thought so in his heart. ”








































「Alas, this is Linda and Bill. 

They have grown up so much.

 It’s a pity that I didn’t come over when they were born.」


“This aunt was really strange. 

Seeing these two younger siblings, she went directly over Alex and hugged Linda and Bill.

It looked like he was ignoring him, although Alex didn’t want to admit it, but there was no way, the truth was indeed like this, he might never be their child.”
























「Yes, I still remember that I sent you a photo back then.

 How about it? 

It shouldn’t be too different from the photo.」

“Jay knew from Alex’s expression that he was not in a good mood now, but he couldn’t spare time to comfort him, so Jay could only choose to ignore it. ”


















「How about sitting here? 

Don’t just stand and chat. 

Anyway, today there is time to chat slowly.」


“Shan even has the cake ready, it just happens to be the portion everyone has, and no one needs to be afraid of not getting enough.”



















「Oh, well, let’s talk about it all night today, it shouldn’t matter if we go back tomorrow.」

“This aunt’s big ass is sitting closest to Shan and them, she doesn’t think of herself as a guest at all, she is very casual. ”

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「Bill, why did you fall?

 I remember that you were not in the corridor on the second floor in the afternoon.


Why, why is this, I can’t figure it out.」

“Linda waited until Jay and the others left, only the two of them were left before she said her question.”













「Of course it is the older brother, he has become very strange, his eyes are very scary, unlike the old brother who can laugh.

What to do, Linda, what should we do, do we want to tell Daddy and Mommy.」

“Bill didn’t have the composure he had just given.

 Instead, he looked panicked and could only say what to do, but in fact he couldn’t think of any useful methods.”


















「You ask me, I don’t know, and you are not your brother, how can you be more timid than me, even let my sister go to the living room.」

“Linda was always nice and angry, but when she thought about the afternoon, she couldn’t help but feel angry, with an angry look on her face.






















「That’s no way. 

Who told me to be scared, I will only be like that when I encounter that kind of situation.」

“Bill is very irresponsible. 

He doesn’t have the consciousness of being an older brother, or that he is a child who hasn’t grown up yet.”















Forget it, if this is the case, then don’t talk to Daddy and Mommy, anyway, if you don’t tell, I don’t tell, no one will know, just treat it as a secret between the two of us.


If there are guests coming tomorrow, we will take advantage of that time to go to my brother’s room to see the doll.」

“Now, at this time, Linda can only cheer herself up, because Bill is unreliable at all, so she can only find out on her own. ”















What are you doing, you even took possession of me and hurt my brother, are you crazy?」


“In the room on the second floor, Alex was so angry that he couldn’t help questioning the doll on the sofa.” 

     









































「How do I know, I just pushed lightly, who knew he would be unconscious, besides, he was just unconscious, not dead, it’s no big deal.


And what are you blaming me for?

 I did it to help you.

 If I push harder, he might be dead. 

This is not just an easy task. I don’t think there is anything wrong with it.」

“Libby was still ruthless anyway.

 He might not even have the most basic compassion of human beings, but who would call it a heartless demon.”



















「How can you say this, you almost killed him, that was my brother.

I remember that the transaction between the two of us does not include other people, and certainly does not include my relatives.

 This is a matter between you and me.

I warn you not to go too far.


 If you mess around like this, I can terminate the transaction between us.  」

















「I am for the good of both of us. 

This transaction cannot be known to the third person, you should know.」


“Libby is getting more and more serious, and his voice is getting more and more gloomy and terrifying, but the point is to let Aili know its seriousness, after all, its existence cannot be known to more people.”
















Of course I know how I would not know, but you might make things worse like this. 

How can you make your own claim without discussing it with me first? 

What you did is too shameful.」


“Alex loves his family very much. 


He doesn’t want them to be hurt personally.

 This is his bottom line and his weakness. ”

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「What’s wrong with his brother?

 It’s so scary to talk to the doll.


Are we going to tell Daddy and Mommy, it doesn’t seem to be good.」

“Linda and the others didn’t actually leave. 

It turned out that the toy was forgotten in the room, and when they wanted to come back to get it, they saw this strange situation.”

Anyone who looks at it will probably feel scared, let alone two 5-year-old children.
















「Well, my brother seems really weird, he won’t be sick, so it’s really serious. 

Let’s go and notify parents, otherwise it will be too late.」

Bill looked more and more frightened, even his feet were trembling, and he couldn’t move when he tried to walk up the stairs.



















「What’s the matter with you, go, Bill, if you don’t go, why are we going to find Daddy and Mommy, hurry up.」

“Linda also agreed with Bill’s decision. 

When she was about to walk up the stairs, she realized that there was no movement behind her.

 Bill was still there, and she didn’t know what was wrong.”

















「I can’t go, my legs are weak, wait for me, as long as you don’t let me be here alone.」

“Bill was worried that bad things might happen if he stayed here alone, so he was very worried.”



















「You are very annoying, Bill, do you want to leave?

 If you don’t leave, I will go down first. I won’t wait for you. 

You will walk slowly by yourself. 

No one will rush you anyway.」

“Linda didn’t care about this brother. 

Although Bill was born 10 minutes earlier than her, he never treated her as a younger sister to love her.

 If he wanted to say, the older brother was closer to her.”


























「No, wait for me, don’t leave me alone, I am afraid.

Linda~Linda~Linda~Are you still there?

Hello, anyone? 

Answer me.」

“Linda walked so fast, she had disappeared in the corridor in a blink of an eye, and the lights in the corridor suddenly flashed, which made Bill even more panic. ”















「   Bill, what are you doing here? 

Did you hear what we just talked about?

 The kid is curious and it’s really troublesome, so I said to get rid of it earlier, but he just didn’t listen.

Boy, you shouldn’t tell other people our conversation, right.」

“Alex’s eyes were out of focus, his eyes were still white, and his smile was both gloomy and creepy.”














Ah~Help~」


“This was the last word Bill said on the second floor that day.

 After that, he completely lost consciousness, and when he found out later, he had fallen down on the stairs. ”

     









































「  Bill~Bill~


Wake up, my child, you really scared me to death.

 Fortunately, you are fine, just fine, fine, fine.」

“Shan Shou stood by the bed waiting for her son to wake up, and when Bill opened his eyes again, it was already evening.”















“When he opened his eyes, he saw Shan look worried, as well as Daddy, Linda, and even Alex.”

「Mommy, I’m fine, I just accidentally fell down the stairs.」

“Bill also knew in his heart that he couldn’t fall down the stairs for no reason, but he did it just to protect his brother.”
















「Fortunately, your wound is not big, but it may leave scars, but you just need to be well.」



“Jay can’t help but breathe a sigh of relief. 

Fortunately, his son has nothing to do, just a bruise. 

As long as he recovers well, the wound should fade.”























“Linda was thinking in her heart, strange, she was still in the corridor on the second floor in the afternoon, why did she fall to the first floor all of a sudden, could it be that this is impossible, Linda dare not think anymore, she is worried that it is really her As expected.

It’s better to confirm it while you are alone with Bill, and speaking out now will only destroy everyone’s feelings.”    

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「But if you want to succeed, you must be alienated from them.

 Only in this way can you truly succeed.


The greatest weakness of mankind is family affection.

 It seems that even you are no exception. 

They will definitely become your weakness in the future. 

When you become famous, you will no longer be an unknown person.」

“Libby’s words seem to be justified.

 If he wants to succeed, he must cut off contact with anyone.”
























“I heard that when a person is down and down, it is easier to succeed. 

Although you will feel lonely, the results afterwards are good and it is worth taking a risk.

What you said is correct, but I still need them for the time being. 

I’m not yet 18 years old, so I can’t make decisions until I reach adulthood.”
















I will consider your opinions carefully, but I may not be able to do it. 

After all, I am only a human being, and I am also a person with seven passions and six desires.


It’s not like you are a ruthless devil, a monster who doesn’t need emotion.」

     















“Of course Alex knew that trading with the devil was a chore, and maybe he would become like this in the future, a cold-blooded monster with no emotions, but who knows what will happen in the future.


Although people say that he is an unsmiling person, no one understands his thoughts, at least he still has feelings, and he does not need family affection at all, but he is not good at words. 

Isn’t that possible?”

     















Maybe he will have to wait until he really loses to understand, but it hasn’t happened yet, so he still wants to cherish everything that has not come easily.


Alex thinks a lot and thinks too much.


 He cares too much about these family members, but it is easy to become his weakness, especially the rights he has been pursuing, and these relatives will become his fatal injuries.  ”



     

















「Whatever you, anyway, I just warn you first, because only your family knows your secrets, and those secrets will definitely become your weakness in the future.

I have seen a lot of human beings like this. 

They obviously helped them succeed, but in the end they often broke their reputations because of these weaknesses.」















































“Humans are indeed the most difficult creatures to master.

 They are both uncontrolled and selfish animals. 

They clearly want rights and fame, but they are reluctant to bear the so-called family.

Don’t these people know that when they become famous, it is the closest people around them that will destroy them.”









“It seems that even Alex is no exception, he cares too much about this, and will kill himself sooner or later.

Libby didn’t understand until Alex died. 

It was obvious that he could escape death, but he still chose to step into the trap and chose to throw himself into the net.”















「 I don’t need you to remind me, but I’m just waiting for the best time, an excuse to leave this city.」

“When Alex spoke, there was always a faint sadness between the corners of his mouth. 

He looked unhappy, maybe he was about to be separated from his family.”



















「 Yes, let me think of an excuse for you. 

Just say that you don’t like it here. 

It’s better that you can cut off contact with them and never see each other again. 

That’s unsympathetic enough.」

“Libby is easy to say, but the problem is that Alex can’t do it.

 He doesn’t seem to be such an ungrateful person. ”

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「Hush, Linda, what’s wrong with you, don’t cry, I didn’t mean it.


Oh, what should I do, Shan and they won’t blame me.」

“When Alex saw Linda’s tears falling down, he panicked and couldn’t find a tissue.

He had to wipe Linda’s tear-stained face with his clothes
indiscriminately.

 Although it was a little rude, it was at least kind.”















Brother, we won’t… won’t do this again, don’t be angry, Bill didn’t mean it, he just liked you too much.」


“Linda’s voice was still trembling at first, she sobbed little by little, her tears were like pearls, but they also made Alex instantly soft.”

     















Linda, don’t cry.


Did you know that tears are the most precious thing for a woman, so don’t shed tears in front of people easily. 

This will make you very vulnerable.」

“Alex is still clumsy, his movements are very rude, but his face is very gentle, but only in front of his family is the real side.”  


































Well, I know, brother, can you forgive Bill?」


“Linda’s eyes were red, but she finally stopped tears, looking forward to waiting for Alex’s answer.

After all, she still hopes that her brother and Bill can reconcile, and the family should still have peace with Lele, and they can’t fight. ”

    















「Of course, as long as you don’t make trouble, Bill, you know.」


“When Alex saw Linda like this, he felt relieved in an instant, and he immediately calmed down. 

Anyway, it was his family members, he still had to forgive him, and he couldn’t bear the hate for a lifetime.

Although they are not real family members and no blood relationship, to Alex, they are his family members and relatives who are kind to him.”


























「Brother, I was wrong. 

I shouldn’t say that you want to go out to play before you are finished.」

From now on I will be obedient, obedient, and won’t mess around casually.

“Bill seemed to be really obedient, he didn’t dare to be arrogant in Alex, he knew that he was suppressed by Alex’s momentum.”














「Hey, reading now, you are now at the age you need to read. 

There is nothing to read more.

 After you finish reading a book, I will take you out to play.」

“ Alex’s goal was achieved, and he couldn’t help covering his mouth
and snickering, but he didn’t let Bill and the others see it, because they were afraid they would see it again.

Of course, after a lot of noise, Bill didn’t make any noise anymore, and Alex’s ears were also quite quiet. 


This was also a good thing for him. 

There was no need to roar over there, and he had to worry that his throat would hurt. ”























































「 You are really kind to your family. 

You are obviously not related by blood.

 Human beings are really weird. They always love and hate.」

“Libby couldn’t understand Alex’s attitude towards his family. 

He clearly wanted to succeed, but he couldn’t let go of his family. 

How could this be really successful.”

















「 What do you know, they are my benefactors, I am grateful that they are too late, and even told me to push them away, I can’t do you so ruthless and unjust.」

“Alex considers himself a cowardly person. 

He has always longed for a happy home, but at the same time he hopes that his life will be successful.

 This is really a contradiction. ”
          

















“Once upon a time, Alex had become so soft-hearted, to be honest, he didn’t know it, it was just before he knew it.


But now he still doesn’t know how to express the thoughts in his heart, causing Shan and the others to still not understand the thoughts of this elder son, and naturally they don’t understand Alex.”



































“Maybe he will live like this for the rest of his life, but what about that, he can still live well, even if other people don’t understand, he doesn’t care. 

Anyway, it’s his own life, he can live as he wants, no one can control , No one can intervene.

This is not the way life is, there is a saying that you can only decide your own life, and others can at best just stand by. ”

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