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“Although Annie had a big quarrel with Alex, the two of them were still friends after all. 

She knew that Alex was just talking angry.

It is impossible for people to change, especially Alex. 


He is such a silent person. 

If time can change a person, that sex will change too much. ”














“Annie doesn’t want to admit that Alex has changed.

 They have always been good friends.

Since when did the relationship have deteriorated, can time really change everything?”
“But how could this be?
 How could Alex become like this? 
Did something happen to him?
If this is the case, do I have to talk to Will and the others?
 If they know, they will be sad.”
“Annie walked on the sidewalk in a frustrated manner, not knowing if it was because of her encounter with Alex that she actually walked near Alex’s home.
It’s strange to say that she can’t wait to talk to her uncle about Alex’s situation, but she’s afraid that after talking about it, Alex will break off relations with them from now on. 
This is the situation Annie most wants to see. 
After all, she has promised Alex. Si can’t say.”
“Besides, why does she want to be nosy, they have not seen each other for many years, so they shouldn’t interfere with other people’s affairs, but she wants to say something.

Alas, it’s really distressing. 


What should she do?

 If Will is here at this time, he will definitely be able to think of a good way. 

After all, he has the most ideas, and Alex used to listen to Will the most. ”














“Annie went back and forth like this.

 In the courtyard of Alex’s house, she walked tangled up and down, but refused to knock on the door, but when she was thinking about what to do, the door opened.

Behind the door is Alex’s mother, and Shan looked at the seemingly strange woman in question.”














“Excuse me, who are you looking for? 

Maybe I can help.

Shan didn’t remember the little girl back then, she just greeted her politely.”









































「Hello, Auntie, this is Annie, don’t you remember me?

When I was young, I played with Alex, it was a long time since I saw him.」

“Annie reacted immediately.


 She reported her name and tried to get a response from the other party. ”

















「Annie, you have grown up so much, and my aunt hasn’t seen you for too long.

I didn’t recognize you.
 You came to see Alex.
 Unfortunately, he is not at home.」

“Shan had a suddenly realized expression on her face, she said with surprise and joy. ”


















「It doesn’t matter, Auntie, I just want to come and see you. 

I haven’t been here for a long time, so I miss you a little bit.」

“Although Annie wanted to say something about Alex, she couldn’t say what she said to her lip.”

















「Annie, do you want to come in and sit down? 

When Alex comes back, you can talk about the past and chat.

Anyway, Alex is on holiday today and may be back later.」

“Shan thought that it would not be good to drive people away like this, so she simply invited them to the house. ”

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“Yes, Annie is right.

Jay, they will definitely be angry, but as for me, I really want to live the same life as before.
If there is no Edward and them, how should I live in school in the future, and I am not a Westerner, how can they accept it.”
“I’m just an Oriental, a discriminated Oriental, I am nothing, I am an orphan now.

Alex seemed to hesitate for a moment, but he immediately regained his sanity. 


After all, this matter should be taken cautiously and should not be decided hastily. 

This is really difficult for Alex. ”




















“Those vague times once seemed to be back in my head.

 The memories of childhood are beautiful, yes, but those memories still contain pain.

When he was humiliated at school, no one could help, and when he was compliant with the situation, no one could accept it, but that’s why. ”















“He couldn’t figure it out and didn’t want to listen to Annie. 

Besides, it was his life, not Annie’s life, and no one else could control it.

Alex looked at Annie angrily. When he was bullied at school, the neighbors didn’t care.

Everyone is not all busy with their affairs, who will really take care of them, and who will really ask.”


















“How can you understand my feelings? 

If you want to live in this country, you must learn to be patient.

Especially the Orientals are the most discriminated against in this country. 

In my opinion, you are just the same.”





















“I’m just looking for a friend who can shelter me. 

What’s wrong with this, don’t forget, you are just my neighbor when I was young.

Alex vented almost all his resentment on Annie, because he hated this, this discriminatory society. ”














「 I don’t understand, but at least I know that those people are not worthy of you to make friends, even if you are an Oriental.

You still have me and Will, we are your friends, or you never regarded us as your friends.」

“Otherwise, why do you say that? 

Why do you think that all Americans are the same, and there are also those who like Orientals and do not reject them.

Annie saw it entirely from her own point of view, and she still couldn’t understand Alex’s ridiculous thought. ”








































「That’s your opinion.

 Maybe a few people don’t reject Orientals, but I’m sorry, I met most people.

So I have no choice.
 This is the life I decide to live in the future.
 You have no way to decide my life.」
“Alex spoke very firmly, and it seemed that he would not change his mind.”

















「Why do you want to live a life like this? 

Why should you care about the eyes of those people? 

You can’t please everyone.

 This is common sense.

You can’t make everyone like you. 
You have to think clearly that this world does not live for you.」

“Annie’s words are indeed reasonable, but what about it, he can’t go back anymore, Alex thought silently. ”


















「Whatever you say, I never asked those people to like it anyway, I wouldn’t be so shameless.

Okay, now that the old days are gone, I should also go and make a report.
 I hope we won’t meet again in the future.」
“Alex didn’t even say goodbye, so he left.”

















「Wait, wait a minute, I still have something to say.

Really, why don’t you leave without waiting for someone to finish talking.
Forget it, in that case, I’ll wait for the next time.」

“Annie wondered what she could do if she caught up, she still couldn’t convince him. ”

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「 So, we are friends, so what?

 It’s just that you haven’t seen me for many years, but you just want to interfere with me.

Even if it is a friend, the relationship has faded, and it is not as good as before.

Why, am I wrong?」

Alex seemed determined to sever the relationship with his former friend.
















「No, Alex, you have changed. 

You weren’t like this before.

 The taciturn person is no longer there.


Alex, you have to think clearly, if you continue to be with them, one day you will ruin yourself.」


“Annie tried hard to persuade, just to make Alex change her mind, she had tried her best to be a little nosy, even a little annoying. ”















「You are very annoying, know, I don’t need other people to point fingers, especially you.

What kind of life I want to live, that is my business, you seem to be out of control.」
Alex’s face was still calm at first, but when he heard Annie’s words, he couldn’t control his anger, after all, they hadn’t seen each other for a long time.
She is not his family, so why should she care about him, but she is a neighbor, on what basis.















「I’m very annoying. 

You said that I’m annoying.

 You have to remember that you are doing the wrong thing, but it’s not that I did the wrong thing.

 You are not qualified to be harsh on me.」

“Of course Annie knew that Alex was angry, but she wasn’t doing it for his own good.


 Is it necessary to say such serious things? ”














「No, you know you have disturbed my life, and do you know me? 

I really know what kind of person I am.

Or you think I’m so bullied, why do you want to live your way.」
Alex really got more and more angry. 
He didn’t understand why Annie wanted to be like this. 
He was obviously just an acquaintance he hadn’t seen for many years.
Basically, they can be regarded as strangers. 
To be cruel, they have nothing to do with them.”
“He wants to live this kind of life, even Shan and the others have not noticed, so what about Annie?
Besides, he wants to live this kind of life, it is not what he wants. 
After all, an oriental face, if he wants to live here for a long time, he must go to the countryside and do what he does.

He just lived by following the way here, he didn’t think he was wrong. ”
























「You think I am nosy.

Yes, I am nosy, but we are friends and neighbors, and it is okay to care about each other.
You also know that we have not seen each other for a long time, and Will misses you very much.
We also want to say whether we should meet with you one day recently.」
“Annie wanted to say if she could change Alex’s mind with warmth.

She obviously hasn’t given up yet, and is still working hard.”









































「Will he didn’t go to other states to study long ago, he still has contact with you, but if you think I will change my mind, then you are wrong.

I am no longer the silent child of the past. I have changed a long time ago. 
The child who was bullied by others will not come back.
 Just treat him as dead.」

“Alex said that he didn’t want to look back, anyway, he had adapted, so it was fine. ”



















「No, what are you talking about? You are crazy.

If uncles and they know, how should you explain, they pulled you to grow up, you want to make them sad.
You are really crazy, it is not normal to be with those people, you are really sure that you will not go astray.
If you think you still have a pair of lovely younger siblings, you really want to live such a life, this is wrong.」
“Annie became more excited as she spoke, she even made exaggerated body language, clutching her hair desperately.

The passers-by on the street turned around frequently, perhaps thinking in her heart that she was a crazy woman. ”

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“When Alex left the train station, he happened to meet the person he least wanted to meet.”

Annie, that was his childhood friend. 


Although it has been years since, he has not forgotten those friends of Annie. ”














“ From the moment Annie met Alex, she couldn’t relax her mind, she always felt as if she needed to care.

So she hurriedly said goodbye to her friend, wanting to say that she should care about Alex.

 After all, she has been a good friend for many years. 

She can’t turn around and leave.

 This is not the attitude that an old friend should have.

She quietly followed Alex and them, just to be able to talk to Alex, and finally waited outside the train station. ”














「Annie, why are you here.

It’s been a long time since I saw you. 
It’s been a few years.
 How are you doing?」

“Alex was undoubtedly just talking politely, on the contrary he didn’t want to see Annie at all.”















「Alex, I’ll just say it straight, why are you with that group of people, they look like bad students.」

“Annie stood outside the station, and the first thing she asked was this sentence.


 She wanted to solve her doubts, better than guessing there. ”














「 Bad students, so what?

 They are my friends and I know them well.」

“Alex knew that he couldn’t keep things secret, but he still seemed very calm and calm, just didn’t want to be caught by his panic expression. ”














「No, if your parents know, then how do you explain to them, they love you very much, and you will definitely make them sad.」

“Annie couldn’t understand why Alex was like this, she seemed to blame Alex for his ignorance. ”















「Then you will tell them that as long as you don’t say it, no one will know, this matter will only be the secret of the two of us.

It doesn’t matter if you say it, the big deal is that I just got scolded, I know my parents well, they won’t drive me away. 」















“Alex said this with confidence, as if he had known Shan and they would definitely not do it like this.

Just because Shan couldn’t live without his son, she really regarded Alex as her own child, but Alex didn’t cherish it very much. ”









































「How can you be sure that I will not say it, and if your parents know that they will be sad, you have not considered the consequences.

This is not a trivial matter.

 I advise you not to be with those people, they may harm you.」

“Annie was worried, she was worried that Alex would go astray, and she had to pull him out of it while it was still early, so that she wouldn’t sink deeper.”

















「You don’t need to worry about this, I will be measured, besides, we haven’t seen each other for a long time, even if it is a friend, you can’t help but care too much.

You have to remember that we can only be regarded as neighbors at best, in fact we have no relationship at all.」

“Alex obviously didn’t mean to stop, and his words became more and more serious, just deliberately trying to get Annie away.”

















「No, we are friends. How can you say that?

 It’s been a long time since we didn’t see each other, and there is no friendship as a child. 

That’s too unreasonable.」

“Annie was getting mad as she listened. 

She originally just wanted to care about it, but she was very sad when she heard what Alex said.

She didn’t care anymore. 

After all, it was a friend’s business, and she had to intervene to the end if she said anything. 

Besides, only she knew about it.”
















“This matter may not even be known to Will, Alex’s best friend. 

Even though Will has gone to study in other states, they often contact them by phone.

It’s just that since Alex went to middle school, they seldom played together, and rarely heard about Alex. 

They didn’t expect to see Alex again, but he would look like this.”

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「What, you are not going, why.

I also want to say that we can have fun, if you said earlier, we can go together.」

“Edward looked disappointed, after all the tickets had been bought, and he was about to get on the train later. ”















「No, you should go and have fun.」

“Alex said that he was unwilling to change his decision. 
He had decided, no one could change.
What’s more, how could he go with these people, in case Jie and the others knew.”
“After all, before the age of 18, he still needed the help of his parents. 
At first he thought he could leave the couple after going to high school.
Unexpectedly, the law here stipulates that children cannot work until they reach 18 years old. 
It is really a miscalculation.”
“But it doesn’t matter, as long as a few years will be fine, and in another three years, he will be able to do what he wants.
He has already thought about it, and when he reaches adulthood, he wants to leave here and go to the city.

How can he do it when he is young now? 


He can’t wait to regret it when he is old. 

This is what he has always thought. ”


















「Well, we will play with you. 

It should be three days before we meet again, and we will meet again at school.

Joe, let’s go, ready to take a ride.」
“Edward, obviously not too happy, walked onto the train with a stinking face, and didn’t even say goodbye in anger.”
Joe dragged his fat body behind him, which was funny.
Basically, the people around Edward are strong and strong, but it is strange that he is the central figure, and he is also very thin.
That’s okay.
 After several years of playing basketball outside, he won’t be a short man. 
Today, Alex has grown to 170.

He was finally able to wave goodbye to Edward. 


At this time, Alex really wanted to send them away. 

It’s best to stay as far away as possible.”




























“Just kidding, I want to skip class with you, unless it’s crazy, besides, I don’t really treat you as friends, you are just tools I use.

Although Alex was smiling on the surface, he had this kind of thought in his heart. 
I have to say that he has really changed and his mind seems to have become heavier.”
























「Edward, why do you want Alex to go with him? 

He is not the Oriental you hate the most.

 I remember you hate it so much that you want to trample the Oriental under your feet every day.」

“Joe is regarded as Edward’s most trusted person, and he naturally sits on Edward’s right hand.”









































「What do you know, he is different, he is different from those cowardly Easterners, he is not something we can provoke.

Don’t think he is good to us, it is because you have not seen his nature.
“Edward didn’t know why. 
He was afraid of Alex, especially the invisible eyes of Alex. 
To be honest, he really didn’t understand what Alex was thinking.”































“So of course he was afraid, and he was afraid that if he was not careful, he would be framed by Alex, because he had seen Alex when he was cruel.

That was definitely worse than him, as long as someone dared to bully Alex, then Alex would definitely give it back a hundred times.”
“That’s why he wants to keep Alex by his side. 
Only by keeping him by his side will he not have to worry about one day being framed by him.
I don’t know how Alex had such a terrifying expression. 
Alex, who was only 14 at the time, had that kind of cold expression in his eyes.

I have to say that Alex is too good at disguising. 


He pretends that even if he does something bad one day, probably no one will believe that he is a kind and good student in the eyes of people. ”
























「 Joe, you don’t know the nature of Alex.」

It’s strange, what exactly does Edward mean by that sentence? 

I don’t quite understand, as if there is something I don’t know.”


























“Could it be that what happened to the two of them, what would it be, is a secret that I can’t know.

Just when Joe was distressed, with the sound of the whistle, the train quietly left the track. ”

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「Here again, it seems that I have to adapt again.」

Alex only arrived at the school by bus, it was almost three hours away, and finally arrived at seven o’clock.

When he arrived, he found that there were a lot of people discussing about Alex’s appearance. 


After all, Alex was one of the few Eastern faces. 

In front of these people, he was like an animal for admiration.”














「 Hey, an oriental face, really strange, how about we just make friends with him.

I think this should be very suitable for our plaything, how, you agree.」

“Sure enough, every school has bad students, even this school is no exception, I saw them walking towards Alex, and the boy who took the lead was still blond. ”














「My name is Alex, what about you, what is your name?」

“Alex thought that after all, he could not hide, he simply reported his name, anyway, it was better than being squeezed out.

The moment they make friends, it also means that something will change. ”














「 Alex, you guard the outside.」

“When they make friends, it means that things are irreversible.

This year was when they were 16 years old. 

After the baptism of time, Alex seemed to learn to smoke, fight, and steal money from other students.

In this school, the school called the five of them evil, almost wherever they went, the students would flee. ”













「 I advise you to take out the money, otherwise you know the end, there must be something you feel better, so hurry up.」

“The blond man who took the lead was named Edward. He even had a vicious look in his eyes when he threatened people. When he saw him, everyone else understood.”














「No, I can’t give any more money.

If you give it again, I really have no money, please do your best and let me go.」

“This male student doesn’t seem to want to live anymore. 


Although he is wearing a dirty uniform, he does not look like he has no money. 

Basically, he can be considered a good family when he enters this school. ”














「Sigh, give me the money.

Where is the money?
Aha, here, I said there is no money, I think you want to die.
You guys, give me a lighter, don’t leave any wounds.
The ruthlessness in Edward’s eyes may be even more ruthless than Watson.」

“But Alex just stood by the wall, watching the male student half-to-dead as he was beaten to death. 


He was no longer indifferent like the immature boy when he was a child.”














愛德華看情況好像收拾的差不多，那個男學生已經躺在地上半死不活，他得意走過來，搭上艾力克斯的肩膀說著：「Alex, let’s go.」

“I don’t know why, even Edward likes me very much, just like Watson. 
They will follow wherever I go.

So I think I can’t get rid of the title of bad student for a lifetime.”









































「 Annie, what’s wrong, why did you stop.

You know that person, it doesn’t seem to be messy.」

“Annie seemed to hear a familiar name, and Alex seemed to have not seen it for a long time, not knowing how he was doing now.

She still has dark red pupils and golden straight hair, but what has changed is that her height is gradually growing. ”

















「No, I was wrong.

How could Alex be with those people? 
He is a good boy.
 I must be wrong.
Forget it, let’s go.」

“Annie was convinced that all she saw was a stranger, so she just left without looking back”


















「Edward, if you go, I will not go. I still have a report to do. I may still find information, so I won’t accompany you.」

“Alex said goodbye to them at the train station. 


After all, these people are skipping class to play, how can he do bad things with them.”
















“Anyway, he had been to other cities before, and he was still very embarrassed.

 That kind of situation would be fine once, and he didn’t want to experience it again.

And that kind of experience, he never wanted to experience it for the second time. 

He remembered that after listening to the concert, he was caught in a rain before returning to his residence that night”

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“The HSPT can only be tested once a year, and the test questions are multiple-choice.

 The specific test time and location need to be consulted by the school.

The duration of the HSPT exam is two and a half hours. 



















“The examination questions are divided into five parts: the language ability part is 16 minutes long and contains 60 questions; the quantitative analysis ability part is 30 minutes long and contains 52 questions. 

The reading part is 25 minutes long and contains 62 questions; the math part is 45 minutes long and contains 64 questions; the language department is 25 minutes long and contains 60 questions. ”














“HSPT is only for students currently enrolled in grades 8-9, and is tested in spring and autumn every year.

To register, you need to pass the high school you want to apply to, because the exam is usually conducted at that school.”















“But fortunately, I have reviewed them in advance, and when I usually go to class, I also go through these related processes.

In principle, I don’t need to be nervous.

So when I took the test all day, I almost exhausted my energy. 


It was really risky. 

Fortunately, it was just a stomachache. 

I didn’t faint at the time of the test. ”














「Brother, how are you doing?」

“Alex originally thought that someone would come out to greet him after the exam, but he was obviously wrong.

Maybe he is not so important to that family, and he has no pivotal status. 


He probably can only understand this way. ”














“It turned out that this was just his fantasy, and it seemed that it was time for him to wake up from his dream.

Although this dream is very beautiful, it is also very illusory. 

When you reach out to catch it, it is nothing but nothingness, and it will soon disappear.”














“Maybe time can bring a change, just like two years ago, when he was separated from that woman, he would still miss the domestic life from time to time.

But now that people don’t miss anything, which is equivalent to having no feelings for anyone.
 If it is a cold-blooded animal, anyway, the moment he abandons, he has no choice.”
“Alex just chose to protect himself from harm.
He always thinks that as long as he doesn’t show affection to others, he will not be so painful when he separates later.

And what he wants to think about now is that he can only make money when he grows up as soon as possible and leave the home that does not belong to him”

















































“I don’t know if the idea in Alex’s heart is fulfilled.

In a blink of an eye, it was the spring of the following year, and the time passed by was really anxious and fast.
 He was about to enter the ninth grade.

He woke up very early that day, and everything has changed since there were two more children in the family. ”


















珊只是剛要去上廁所，就看到艾力克斯已是在玄關邊穿鞋子，連行李都準備好，她慌張的說著：「Alex, you woke up, so fast, I can’t make breakfast, what should I do.

There is no toast in the house, it’s all done, you should wait for me, I will cook a meal, it will be better soon.         」


















「No, no, I’ll just buy breakfast outside, Shan, don’t be so busy.」

Alex wanted to say that they were already moving out, how could they trouble Shan them?


 The moment he stepped out of the door, it meant that he was responsible for his life. ”
















“Well, remember to come back more during holidays.

When Shan said this, Alex had already walked out the door.
What Shan wants to say in her heart is actually, Alex, in fact, you don’t need to do this, we are still family, are you planning not to come back?

Shan is really sensitive, she seems to have noticed Alex’s abnormal behavior, but it’s useless.”

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「Daddy is back, Daddy is back.

Daddy, what gift did you bring to us.」
“Bill knew that when he heard Jay’s loud voice, with the help of Alex, when he opened the door of the room, he ran all the way downstairs and went straight to Jay’s embrace.”





















「Daddy, you are back.」

“Although Linda was also behind Bill, she just stood quietly by the side, calm but also very steady, unlike the reaction of ordinary children.

But her voice was still enough to get Jie off his heart, her voice was soft and tender. ”
























「Dad, you are back.」

“I can’t call Jie his father like Bill and the others.
So I would rather hide in the room, maybe this is the best, I sometimes think, they are the family.”
“The words that Jie said at the time remained in my heart.
 He always said, I can’t make Shan sad, let alone leave without saying goodbye.
But the couple now have their own children, and they still need me as an outsider.

Alex always asks in his diary every day. ”






















“Maybe after next year, after I leave this home, they won’t need me.

Anyway, Jay and they probably won’t know my decision. 
When I came here two years ago, they already knew that I would leave one day.
So I have been prepared early. 
I heard that the children here can take the driver’s license until they are 16 years old. 
Does that mean that they have grown up?”
“Alex thought, after next year, when he enters high school, he will apply for school accommodation.
He hadn’t told anyone about this decision, including Billy and they didn’t know, and of course Jay and Shan would not know.”
“Although they are still in the same state, time can change a person, and when they meet Jay and the others, they may become very strange.
Anyway, he has been accustomed to being alone all the time, and it doesn’t seem to be bad to be abandoned again, after all, people have to experience parting after all.”
“Alex knew a long time ago that he was not a likable child, let alone a child who would make people want to be loved.
When he falls into this family even more and is unable to extricate himself, he has to withdraw.
And now he is ready, ready to say goodbye to this family, anyway, he has never regarded himself as a child of this family.

It’s not that I don’t want to integrate into this family, but I don’t dare to think about it, because this family has never belonged to him. ”









































「Alex, the exam is coming next week.

 You have decided which school you want to go to.」

“Jay held his daughter in one hand and his son in the other.
 He saw Alex and asked about the school.”
“Sometimes Alex always felt that they were alienated like strangers, and even now he couldn’t integrate into the family.
Although he is used to American life, he is a foreigner after all.

No matter how hard you try, it seems that you will always feel out of place, but Alex said nothing, just nodded slightly.”



























“Then take the exam, you really decide to live on campus.

Very good, remember that the most important thing about reading is to be happy, and to figure out exactly where your interests are.
In this way, it is better to find a job in the future, and you will not feel overwhelmed.
This night is the last time Jay has a heart-to-heart talk with Alex, because I don’t know if I will meet again in the future.

Frankly speaking, Alex didn’t even think about it.”

















“But Alex now only cares about whether he can get into high school. 

He was nervous until the day of the exam, and his stomach hurts to the point of convulsions.

But he still managed to get to the school, and later he will take the HSPT, which is the high school entrance exam, which is also in the original school. ”

名利跑馬燈〈升學階段〉111利

艾力克斯才剛回到家門內，就見那兩個小鬼抱著他不放，還嚷嚷著說道：「Brother, play with us, okay?」

“ One or two little devils, all haunting Alex.
I hope Alex can play with them.
 Time has passed for a long time and soon, but I didn’t expect Alex to graduate from junior high school.
Next year he will be a high school student, and his two brothers and sisters are already 3 years old.”















珊如今因為生孩子的緣故，身材已經有發胖的跡象，她只是跑過來都會喘氣說道：「Alex, you are finally back.

Come and take care of them for me, I can’t do anything I want to cook.

Please, they are also your younger siblings, so they shouldn’t leave it alone.」















艾力克斯看珊好像真有其他事情要忙，所以他很爽快就答應道：「OK, anyway, I have nothing to do now, I am very free.

Bill and Linda, let’s go to the room to play, don’t disturb Shan.

Hurry up, whoever runs into the room first, can get a gift if he wins, or I prepared it. 」















比爾有點得意，他睜著一雙棕色的眼睛，還面帶笑意的說著：「Yeah, I won.

Hahaha, Linda, you lost, why are you so bad.」
“Bill moved very quickly. Hearing what Alex said, he immediately ran from the first floor to the second floor.

Although it is still a bit reluctant to walk, it will be crooked, but it has been improved, at least not falling. ”















琳達一出生頭髮就捲捲的，現在則有一頭金色的波浪捲，唯一不同的是她的眼睛是暗紅色的，她板著生氣的臉孔說道：「Hmph, what do you know, Bill, I let you, who told you to move so fast.」

“Linda just walked up the stairs when she heard Bill’s words, she was angry, her cheeks bulged, as if she was angry. ”















「Okay, you two are sisters, so you can’t fight.

Come on, both have gifts, so don’t make a noise, or it won’t be good to wait for Shan to get angry.」

“Of course, Alex was at the end.


 When he reached the second floor, he saw the two children arguing.

 He knew at a glance that if the situation was not stopped, they would definitely be scolded by Shan again. ”














琳達愛不釋手看著糖果，她像是故意要氣比爾一樣說著：「Wow, Alex is the best.

Unlike Bill, you only bully me all day long.」

“Linda held the candy wrapped in crystal paper in her hand. 


It was shining like a sugar-coated candy, which made people look forward to, especially if it was given by Alex, she cherished it even more. ”














「It’s okay, I have it anyway, Linda, look, my gift is the best, it’s the bear puppet, my favorite thing.」

“Bill was also very happy. 


With the gift he got from Alex, he looked at Alex with admiration, as if saying how do you know that I want this. ”








































“Night represents new days, but also represents unknown days.

Alex was trapped in the room just to play with these two children.


 Even if he wanted to prepare for the high school entrance examination, he couldn’t spare any time. ”

















“But it’s just an exam, it’s nothing.

 He is ready anyway, as long as he doesn’t make a mistake on the day of the exam.

He is very confident in himself, and after living here for a long time, he has gradually got used to it. ”


















“Next year, he will be one year older, and he will be promoted to the ninth grade. 

A new life and new friends must be met again.

To be honest, he was looking forward to it, because he didn’t need to see them again. 
In the past few years, he was tired of being with them every day, and he still stayed with them for five years.

Now that they heard that they are going to another state to study in high school, Alex’s heart is of course very happy.”

















杰才剛從家門口進來，就大喊著姊弟兩的名字道：「I am back.

Bill, Linda, come and see what gift I brought you.」

“It seemed that Jie was back and finally relieved.


 It was really exhausting to take care of the children, and Alex breathed a sigh of relief.”

名利跑馬燈〈時間一久〉110利

“Forget it, it’s better to go back later, or it won’t be good to disturb them, I don’t want to hear that kind of sound again.

Although Jie wants to have a brother for me as a company, probably because I am too lonely, but I think the real reason is that I am afraid that I will leave without saying goodbye.
He may be afraid that I will leave Shan, after all, Shan is really affectionate, and I can’t seem to just leave.”
“But what to do? 
I really want to book a flight back now. 
I always feel like something has happened at home.
But Jay  said to me in particular while Shan was away:
You better stop thinking about it, we won’t let you go back, have you ever thought about it, maybe she doesn’t contact you because she doesn’t want you anymore.

You have to remember that you are already 12 years old and you should also learn ”





















艾力克斯想著最後再請求一次，他可憐兮兮的說著：「Impossible, she loves me very much, and she writes back every time, so I know that she still misses me very much.

Can’t i go back? 


Just go back once, you will be back soon, and will not stay for too long. 」














杰很激動也很生氣，他憤怒的拒絕道：「No, no, you think I don’t know, you will definitely not come back if you go, do you want to make Shan sad?

She already has feelings with you. 
Isn’t it good to stay here? 
You won’t have any future there.
Alex, be obedient, don’t worry about me and Shan anymore, you are a well-behaved child, you should understand this.

I also know that you don’t like it here, but you can go back again when you grow up, at least not now, Shan will be very lonely without you. 」















“Although I said that, I don’t know why, but I still feel heavy in my heart, as if something bad is about to happen.

But I have promised Jay that I can’t leave. 
After all, I still have to think about my family. 
She is no longer my family, so it shouldn’t matter.

In this way I fell asleep with sorrow. ”















不過就在同一時間，國內傳來壞消息。

就在醫院，一個女人著急的站在急診室外，她不安的走來走去。
漸漸的好幾個小時過去，好不容易才等到醫生出來。

阿玉一頭亂髮，連拖鞋都是穿反的，她對著醫生緊張的問道：「醫生，按怎樣，她還有救嘛。」















醫生無情的說著：「抱歉，你節哀啊。」

阿玉幾乎是在聽到這句話的那刻就崩潰了，沒想到還是來不及了，都換了這麼多的醫院，吃了這麼多的藥，還是只延了一年而已，最終還是要邁向死亡的。














阿玉擦乾眼淚，她滿臉淚光的說著：「醫生，那我可以進去看她了嗎？
她就只有我一個朋友了，拜託。」

幾乎是在經過醫生的同意以後，她走了進去，病床上是一具冰冷的遺體，原本還是個年輕的女子，怎麼那麼早就死了。

阿玉終於再也忍不住，她跪在病床前哇哇大哭著，就像是要眼淚都哭乾，那聲音凄厲到這一個樓層都能聽到。






































“One night passed.

 Fortunately, this room has soundproofing equipment, otherwise you will definitely hear the movement next door.

I don’t know why this night. 


I slept very restlessly, always turning over and over again, and in my sleep it seemed that someone was calling me, as if calling my previous name. ”

















杰出房門，就看到艾力克斯已經在客廳，他春風滿面的說著：「Alex, why did you wake up so early and stop sleeping for a while.

Forget it, you won’t say anything if you ask, right.

Don’t wake Shan, she was too tired last night, we will eat toast today, anyway, there is jam in the refrigerator, you can use it yourself. 」


















「Ok, I know.」

“After these two years, Alex has already practiced martial arts.

Here, learning to do housework seems to be a very common thing, so he has been cleaning the room since the first year.

Now, it seems that he is about to learn how to cook.

 After all, he is about to graduate.

 It is time to start planning for his future.

Listen to Billy and they say that their parents will drive their children out when they reach 18 years old.

Although I am surprised, it is very common for Americans.”
















“After a long time, I really had forgotten that woman, and soon I had to decide which middle school I would take after graduation.

But the only difference is that there are two more children in the family.

 I want to know that it was Jie’s trouble that night. 

Although they are very cute, they are a pair of little devil who can make trouble or a baby.”
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